Life begins?

Spending my days off in a room watching Netflix...  Hate to go to work because they pay less than where I used to work for the same company...  Boss is bipolar and selfish..  Car has broken down twice since I have moved..  Huge expenses in both of the fixes..  Never have enough money to do anything...  Not that there is much to do here or that I can even see my husband at all because of his work schedule at his low paying job...  He deserves more than that.... In other words it is hard to like it here but would it be any better there?  I miss my old lifestyle...  I miss having things to do and money to spend it on...  I sometimes wonder if we sign on the house if it will be a big mistake...  What if I don't get pregnant?  What if we can't sell the house?  What if we fall further in debt and can't find our way out?  I am always worried about the what if...  Does that make me a crazy or just a crazy person?