Weird emotions

It must be around that time when my favorite visitor comes.. I am like a god dammed roller coaster of emotions. Except content is not one of those emotions. I am so afraid to make someone mad because of what I can or can't do that I am making myself worry myself sick. I shouldn't really be worried so much and I am sure I am over reacting but I just can't shake these feelings of doubt, worry, sadness, and being tired. I guess talking to my husband is all it took to make me feel better:). I love him so much!

Junior high

So I guess as grown adults some of us choose to act like we are back in school again. Stop being fake and start being real. Trying to be someone your not is ignorant. If you can't be yourself around certain people then what is the point. Stop acting like you care and just don't say anything. I know you think that your more important than everyone else around you and everyone is beneath you. Someday you will realize that you are not all that and to get over yourself.

Opinions are like assholes and everybody has one...

Soo anyways some people need to mind their own business. There is a time and place to say things and that was the wrong time and place. Some people are content to point out your issues and make suggestions but their life is just as messed up as yours... Maybe my life isn't messed up... Maybe everyone else's is....

yup...sorry..

So yeah... so much for a blog... It has been almost 2 years since my last confession... Let's hope the entries are more frequent now that I have a laptop that isn't shit. Now not that I being inconsiderate towards the fact that my mother bought me my last laptop but, It was huge and hard to carry around. My Husband.... Yes husband!!! Yeah he finally married me just bought me a new one and I am very excited about it. Planning a wedding is stressful I might add. Trying to make everyone happy while trying to make yourself happy... impossible! When it all come down to it, it is about you and your groom... or bride.... or whoever your marrying.. Because hopefully this will be you one and only wedding and you should make the most of it.. within reason... I could of not asked for a better day.. It was beautiful... Not much went wrong and everyone seemed to have a wonderful time. It all went by so fast when the ball started to roll. But anyways.... what else... Yeah I feel a team building exercise coming at work... Too much vagina in one workplace makes for catty coworkers.. I can't even express my opinion without being told that it sucks... Well, damn I am sorry I forgot your opinion is the only one that matters. Why do I even open my mouth... It's useless.. Then it's," Why is she so quiet?" Well damned if I do and damned if I don't!!