Weird emotions

It must be around that time when my favorite visitor comes.. I am like a god dammed roller coaster of emotions. Except content is not one of those emotions. I am so afraid to make someone mad because of what I can or can't do that I am making myself worry myself sick. I shouldn't really be worried so much and I am sure I am over reacting but I just can't shake these feelings of doubt, worry, sadness, and being tired. I guess talking to my husband is all it took to make me feel better:). I love him so much!