Sometimes you want to crawl under the covers and not come out for a couple months.. I am so not ready to make adult decisions. I don't want to go but I also don't want to stay. So many emotions of feeling trapped or stuck in the same situation. I don't know if I am coming or going these days. Stomach is constantly in knots. I hope we are making the right
Decision.... I hope we don't get ahead of ourselves.. I know it's easy to play it safe but safe is good. I want to move forward not in reverse. I am petrified.. I am trying to calm down but I am so scared shitless of change it isn't even funny.. So away we go with hopefully a new adventure I guess..
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